It didn´t matter what she was doing. She couldn´t win against Megatron.
She flinched when she suddenly heared someone knocking at her door. Quickly, she tried to dry her tears but before she was able to whipe them all away, the door had already opened and Crosshairs looked through it. Immediately, she felt pain banging in her spark again. When she felt tears rising in her optics again, she turned away again, looking down on the ground.
"Oracle, what has happened?" he asked worried when he noticed that she had been crying and struggeled with her tears again and entered the room. He stood right infront of her, unsure what to do. "Have I done something wrong?" he asked then. His voice was filled with concern and that only hurted her even more. She just shook her head without looking at him.
Crosshairs just stood there for a few moments. He didn´t know, what he should do. "Oracle, I..." he started, but she interrupted him with a faint sob of "Leave me.". He took in a deep breath and tried again "Oracle, please listen to me.". "No, I don´t want to hear what you want to say." she said a bit louder now. "But... I want to..." he started but he couldn´t finish his sentence. "Go out!" she cried "I don´t want you here!". "Oracle..." he saied quietly again. But she just turned away and cracked out "No... leave me alone...".
Oracle wasn´t even sure whether she wanted him to stay or to leave her. But his presence only reminded her of what she was. Yet, he was concerned about her and wanted to help her. But that would change soon. And until then, she needed to lie to him. And that was something, she couldn´t do any longer. But she was also not able to tell him the truth. If she was telling him now, why she was crying, she would have to lie to him again.
But she couldn´t tell those lies any longer. Neither the truth. It didn´t matter what she was doing, she would allways do the wrong thing.
He said nothing for a while and just listened to her sobs and quiet cries. For a faint moment, he really thought about just leaving her and wait until she wanted to talk to him again. Then he shook his head and he could have slapped himself for thinking like this. He couldn´t just leave her and wait until she had calmed down again. She needed him, even if she was telling him otherwise.
So he stayed there. He didn´t want to leave her alone. "Oracle... I´m so sorry... Please... let me help you." he saied and took a step towards her. But she just yield away from him and shouted "No... you can´t help me!". "But let me try it." he said, not giving up that easily.
It was all too much. She couldn´t believe that he was so stubborn. Why was he so concerned about her? How could he really care that much about her? She was just... a dirty traitor. And still he cared about her. Oracle just couldn´t believe it and she couldn´t stand the situation any longer.
She finaly lifted her head and looked up to him furiously. "I don´t want your help!" she spat out "I don´t NEED your help! So get OUT!".
She knew that wasn´t true. She needed his help. But she also knew, that he was not able to help her.
Crosshairs just looked down at her. He was surprised to see her looking at him so furiously and hatefuly. But he knew that these feelings weren´t true. She was just hurt and confused and needed someone to help her. She just needed to accept his help. Crosshairs sighed deeply and sat down next to her on the berth as he said seriously "You need my help, Oracle."
She looked directly into his optics, her gaze was blazing with fury. But before she could shout at him again, he continued "And don´t you tell me something else. I don´t want to hear that. I want to help you. And I can help you. You just need to accept it. You can´t just run away and shout at me. You won´t feel any better, if you are acting like this and I know, that you know that. You just need to let people help you and not push them away over and over again. Just LET me help you.".
Oracle just starred at him for a while and said nothing. When she didn´t show any kind of a reaction, Crosshairs sighed and just added quietly "I can´t see it, when you are sad. I just want, that you are okay.".
Still, Oracle just sat there and looked up to him. She didn´t know what to say. She was speechless. Speechless because of his words, because of he seemed to realy care for her. She couldn´t understand that. Why should he take care for her? Nobody had ever taken care for her. Absolutely nobody. Not even herself. And now he just stood there and told her, that he cared about her and that he wanted her to be okay. Oracle just couldn´t understand what was happening.
"Why is that so important for you?" she whispered and looked down on the ground. Crosshairs smiled and placed a hand upon her cheek and lifted her head for looking into her eyes. "Because you are important for me, Magic." he replied.
She was speechless again. Still, she wasn´t able to understand, wasn´t able to realize what he was meaning. But she felt how the warm feeling she allways felt when she was with him started to grow in her spark and spread through her systems. Now, it was even more intense then ever before. It felt nice. It felt wonderful. She couldn´t describe how it felt when she realized that he really cared about her.
The tears in her optics started to rise again. When they were big enough, they fell down her cheeks. She couldn´t decide, whether she was crying because of sadness or joy. But alike what it was, she couldn´t hold it back any longer. In the next moment, she just wrapped her arms around him, hugging him as close as she could and began to cry. He took her into his arms, holding her as close as possible and said soothing "It´s okay. Let it out. It´s all okay, I´m here.".
Yes, he was there. He had been allways there for her since she had come to the Autobots. He had done so much more for her than Megatron ever could. She had never been that happy in her entire life and she knew, she would never feel like this again when she would go back to Megatron.
`Then why don´t you just stay?´
The question from her spark made Oracle flinch slightly in Crosshair´s arms, causing him to wrapp his arms for firmly around her and huging her even closer. She couldn´t believe that she was really considering this opoturnity.
`You know what I mean. When you know, you will be that much happier with the Autobots, why don´t you just stay with them?´
Again, a shiver ran down her spine. She couldn´t... she couldn´t really stay with them. That would mean, that she would betray Megatron. It hit her like a slap and cold fear rushed through her systems as she remembered that terrible nightmare. It would become true if she did that. He would kill her! He would do it. He would-
`Stop finaly lying to yourself! Megatron won´t kill you if you stay. You will kill yourself if you don´t do it! You know it.´
B-But I-I can´t betray him... I-I can´t! I owe him-
`What do you owe him? Nothing! He has never done anything for you! You are not even sure whaether he has rescued you after Crystal City. All you know are those lies he had told you. And don´t tell me again, you believe them as true. He has lied to you your whole life long. He has held you captive on his ship like his personal little pet. He has beaten you up so often. He has hurt you so often. He has allways left you alone. He didn´t care a fragging scrap about you!´
I-It will change... when I go back and was successful, it will change...
`Are you are really believing that? It will change? No, it won´t! It won´t ever change. You know that! It will just continue like it was before. Maybe he will even kill you then because he has no use for you anymore after he gets what he wanted. He was allways just using you. It will never be any different. Break free finaly! He will allways hold you captive and use you when you won´t free yourself finaly. You know you cam do it Just stay here. Here you have real friends. Here you have someone, who REALLY cares about you, who really LOVE you. So, leave the Decepticons! Leave Megatron. Leave the NEMESIS. Leave Knockout. Leave them all behinde! You owe them nothing! Just let go of it.´
A sob was caught in her troath as she felt how she was breaking down beneath herself. She snuggeled even closer to Crosshairs, burrying her face in his shoulder as she cried like there was no tomorrow.
I- I don´t know what to do.... I don´t know who I am...
`Then find it out finaly! Forget about your mission! Forget about the Decepticons! Forget about Megatron and anything he has tolds you. Let go of those lies finaly! Forget what you think to know. Start from here. Start from now. What´s real.´
She shivered, struggeling to controll her emotions without any success.
What if I´m not strong enough to do so?
`Then, the Autobots will certainly help you with this. They are your friends now. You are not alone anymore, Oracle. They will be there for you if you need them. All you need to do is to stay and don´t let them down.´
Oracle sobbed again, her hands were clenching desperately at Crosshairs´s armor as she tried to calm down herself again. Her spark was aching in her chassis. She wanted to stay. She didn´t want to leave them. Since she had come to the Autobot base, she had been so much happier than ever before. They were friendly. They cared about eachother as well as about her. They would never let her down.
And she also knew, that her spark was right. It would never change if she would go back to Megatron. He would just continue to hold her captive and use her like his personal pet just as he had allways done it. She could only change it if she would break free.
Oracle took in a deep, shuddering vent, trying to controll her twisted up eomotions.
I.... I will stay...
She would. She would stay with the Autobot, with Crosshairs. And she would never go back to Megatron again. Finaly, she had enough strenght to yank herself free from the chain that had allways had her held captive to him.
She was finaly breaking free.
Inwardly content, she snuggeled close to Crosshairs, leaning her head against his shoulder. They just sat there for several minutes and enjoyed the silence. "Do you feel better now, Magic?" he asked gently then. Oracle leaned back for looking into his optics. "Yes," she answered "Thank you for being there for me.".
It wasn´t a lie this time.
It was nothing but the truth.
He smiled softly and said gently "You don´t need to thank me. I will allways be there for you. I will allways protect you. It doesn´t matter, what will happen. I will be allways next to you.". Still, it was hard to believe for her. But she knew he meant it seriously. The tears treatened to come back again. But this time, it were tears of joy.
Crosshairs chuckled softly. "You are not supposed to cry when I say something like this." he said gently. Oracle smiled and said "They are no tears of sadness or pain... they are tears of joy. Nobody had ever said something as wonderful as this to me.". He leaned closer to her as he said "I will say it as often as you want, Magic. But please don´t cry everytime I´m doing this. You are not supposed to cry in such a wonderful moment like this... not now... not tonight.".
This time, Oracle didn´t jerk back as he kissed her. She closed her optics, wrapping her arms around his neck and accepting the kiss immediately. One of his hands reached up to cup her cheek while he wrapped his other arm gently around her waist, holding her close to him while he lavished generous and sweet attention to her lips.
This was it.
This was what she had been searching for her whole life long since Crystal City, but had never found it. Finaly, some many years after her home had been destroyed and her family had been killed, she had found people again who really cared about her. People who showed her what was right and wrong, what was thruth and lie and what was good and bad. She had finaly found someone who loved her and a place where she was happy.
A new home.
A new family.
Oracle was a bit surprised when she felt how Crosshairs was gently pushing her down on the berth, hovering close over her while he still continued to kiss her slowly, gently. It was like their lips would melt with eachother. Though his kisses were still gentle, they were generous and magnetic, causing her to melt into him. He kissed her deeplier than ever before. With every following kiss it was more passionate, more lovingly. And she reciprocated every kiss with the same feelings. She enjoyed all of his kisses. They reminded her that he was allways there for her and never would be leaving her.
She felt his hands tightening around her waist, slowly sliding up and down. As his hands slowly started to explore her body, a hot wave rushed through her systems. But Oracle hadn´t any time to figure out this new feeling. She gasped half in shock, half in surprise when he parted her lips and gently sliped his glossa into her mouth. She wanted to pull her head away, but the touch of his lips was so magnetic, that she wasn´t able to interrupt their lip contact.
Oracle was confused. She didn´t know what was happening to her. She felt one of his hands sliding up over her flat stomage towards her breastplates. Her inner temperature started to rise as he locked his other arm beneath her and pulled her a bit up. His kisses became more passionate and hungry with every further second. The hot wave rushed through her again when his fingertips started to carress along her spine.
But slowly, fear started to rise in the back of her processor. She wasn´t able to figure out what was happening. His touches were gentle and he didn´t seem to hurt her, but she didn´t know what he was going to do with her. She didn´t know what would happen next.
And that scared her.
When she felt his fingers stroking the catches of her her breastplates, her hands rose up and pushed against his chest, shoving him away. He gasped in surprise when she twisted her helm away from him and broke their kiss violently. "Wait... stop..." she rasped "What... what are you doing to me...?". Her voice was filled of cold fear.
Crosshairs looked down at her in worry. At first he was confused and didn´t know what she meaned, but then he registered that she probably hadn´t done this ever before. She looked up to him, still afraid and confused because of her lack of knowledge. The few moments of slience between them felt like hours until he reached up his hand and cupped her cheek, gently stroking with his thumb over her faceplates.
He leaned down to her and whispered gently into her audio receptor "I want to show you, how much I love you...".
Oracle looked up to him in confusness. She didn´t understand. "But... but what... I mean... how want you do that...?" she shuttered uncertainly. His lips grazed her cheek softly when he lifted his head again for looking into her optics. He gave her a warm and soothening smile as he said quietly "Trust me, Oracle... I know, what I´m doing...".
Slowly, the fear abbed away from her processor. That smile he was giving her was almost more promise than his words. But she was still not sure about this. Oracle took in a shaky breath and cleared her troath. "Don´t make me regret this..." she rasped tightly. Crosshairs locked his arm protectively beneath her while his hand, that had been cupping her cheek, reached up and grasped her helm, holding her close. He pressed his forehead tightly against hers as he whispered "I promise you... you are never going to regret this...".
In the next second, he had captured her lips in a needy kiss again. His hand slid away from her cheek down to her breastplates again while his other hand continued to carress around her lower back. Oracle didn´t know how she was supposed to react, so she just cupped his face with both hands kissed him back. She gasped slightly when his glossa slid back into her mouth, curling behinde her lips before touching her own. A hot shiver ran down her spin at the sultry feeling of their glossas sliding against eachother and she couldn´t help but melted into him.
When he felt her melting into him, he broke their kiss gently and released his arm from her waist. Then he gently took one of her hands into his and lifted it up to his lips, gently kissing her fingers. Oracle looked up to him, watching as he slowly kissed every knuckle. Fires of pleasure and bliss rushed through her systems at his featherlike touch and kisses.
Her vents shivered as he slowly started to trail his kisses over her wrist and down her arm. His other hand sliped away from her cheek and slided up the inside of her arm to the wrist he was kissing. He stoped for a brief moment, looking deep into her optics before he gently hooked his finger under that first piece of armour around her wrist and striped it.
For a brief moment, Oracle was afraid of what would happen next. But she faught the urge to pull her wrist away with all her might and allowed him to continue. He looked into her optics again, seeing the fear coming back. "Easy does it." he soothered her "I´m not going to hurt you. You will like it. Trust me. I promise, you will not regret this, Magic.".
The use of the nickname sent a wave of pleasure through her systems and Oracle relaxed again. "May I continue?" Crosshairs asked carefuly. She nodded, letting him do what he wanted with her. A slight smile touched his lips and he bend down his head again, planting a delicious kiss on her exposed portform. The way he kissed her portform send sizzling waves down her spine again and Oracle was barely able to catch that quiet whimper, which nearly made its way out of her troath.
He started to trail his kisses down her arm then, striping off her armor as he went down. He laid the black and white coloured pieces aside and sometimes, they cluttered loudly when they fell down from the berth. When her entire arm was bared to complete portform, he did the same on her other arm, striping her armor as slowly as he had done it before. Thought she wasn´t sure, what she should do, Oracle reached her hands up and pressed her open palms flat against his chest. The pleasured gasp, that made it´s way out of his troath sent a wave of his hot breath against her portform, causing her portform to cripple with electricity.
When both of her arms were undressed, he started to remove the armor from her legs. Her breathing hitched and became more ragged as his fingers ghosted up her legs and striped every piece of armor on their way. Oracle arched slightly and leaned her head back, closing her eyes for concentrating fully on the blissful feeling he was giving her.
When he had reached her hips, he stoped his sweet toture and kissed her on the lips again. She gasped when she felt him pressing his lips against hers again and her hand griped his chassis for pulling him closer. His kiss was more passionate and hungry this time, filled with determination and silent desire. She whimpered quietly into his mouth as he traced his glossa slowly over her bottom lip and slid it back into her mouth again. His hands griped her narrow waist again and slowly started to slide up and down the full lenght of her body, feeling her smooth and curvy contures beneath his palms.
As he continued to strip her off of her armor, Oracle decided to do something in return. Her fingers ghosted unsure over his chassis, before she dug them carefuly beneath his armor. A quiet groan escaped him as the tips of her fingers touched the portform hidden beneath it. It took her some moments until she had figured out how she could remove his armor and she slowly striped the first peace.
He broke the kiss carefuly and leaned a bit up, helping her to strip off his armour. A strange mixture of nervousity and pleasure rushed through her spark as she slowly undressed him, reveiling his muskular portform. Taking in a deep, shaky breath she pressed her plams flat against his chest. First she let her hands travel up to his shoulders and then, she let them slide down over his stomage to his pelvis region, feeling the defined contures of his muscular chest under her palms. Her hands stoped their journey just inches above the last piece of armor, he was wearing; his cod.
Her hands hovered above it, unsure what to do next. He looked at her and when she didn´t say anything, he took one of her hands while his other reached up to her cheek and lifted her head, forcing her to look into his optics. "Easy does it, Magic." he said. His voice was deep and gentle "Just try it. You can´t do anything wrong.".
She gazed down again, thinking about that a few moments. She remembered her decission about staying with the Autobots. When she had decided that only a few minutes ago, she had also been unsure and at the end, she had been brave enough to do it. She had thrown all her reserves that had hold her back into the wind and just told what her spark was telling her, what her feelings were telling her. She had been brave enough to free herself from her prison of lies.
So, why was she so afraid now?
Taking in a shaky breath to calm down herself, she took his cod into her hand. She heared his shaky vents as she let her fingers trail up and down his cod piece. His reaction encouraged her and she carefuly removed his cod peace. He had watched her all the time and when she had removed his last piece of armour, her gaze lifted up to his optics again. He smiled softly "It wasn´t so hard, right?". Oracle just shook her head. She was still unsure of what would happen next. "And... and now...?" she asked uncertainly and in the next second, she blushed slightly at that stupid question.
He gently pushed her down on the berth again so she was laying on her back and he settled himself above her. He laughed warmly again, a sultry sound that seduced her and caused her to arch slightly. "Now, all you need to do is to trust me..." he whispered into her audio receptor.
Oracle closed her eyes and before she could think about it, she said quietly "I trust you...".
Crosshairs smiled in bliss as she said that. "Primus, Magic, do you have any idea how beautiful you are?" he said quietly before leaning down to her, pressing a slow, hot and possessive kiss to her lips. Oracle whimpered quietly and her hands traveled up his chest again and locked around his neck, pulling him closer. He trailed his lustful kiss over her cheek down to her neck and a faint moan made its way out of her vocalizer when he started to kiss her neck.
Her breathing hitched and Oracle felt how the heat and wetness between her legs started to grow more and more. She flinched and merely cried out when she felt his glossa licking over her neck cables. He grunted in desire and let his hot and wet glossa slip out of his mouth again, dragging it slowly over her neck cables. Oracle moaned and arched beneath him, pressing her body up against his chest with the heady need for his nearness. She bit her lip, trying to surpress her moans and whimpers down into her inside when she felt his glossa hooking and curling around one of her neck cables. But the raw pleasure that rushed through every vide of her body was too much to hold on against.
Her reactions urged him on, so he decided to go further. He curled his glossa around one of her wires, hooking it into his mouth and sucked gently on it. Oracle cried out in pleasure when he started to suck gently at her neck. She bucked and arched and without thinking about it, she lifted her hips, grinding them into his. He moaned against her exposed neck when her hips rocked up and into his. His hands slid from her waist up her stomage and towards her breastplates. He firmly griped both of her breastplates in his hands, playing with the latches to strip her. "Trust me, Oracle..." he husked in reckless abandon, kissing and kissing her neck until she was moaning and whimpering beneath him.
His thumbs brushed over the latches of her breastplates again and this time, he triped the switch and striped her off of her chest plating, reveiling her smooth and supple breasts. His hands reached up, cupping her breasts gently while he let his thumbs circle on her nipples and Oracle couldn´t help but melted into him. He continued to suck on her neck wires while his hands roamed over her breasts, moulding and squeezing them gently.
His touch was hot like fire on her portform. Soft fire, that licked over her entiere body, sending brushes of flames through every vibe of her beeing as he touched her, teased her, made her moan and melt into him. In return, Oracle slid her hands up over his chest again and locked her arms around his neck, stroking his audio receptors gently with her fingertips. He moaned and lifted his head, seizing her lips again in a passionate and hungry kiss.
This time, Oracle didn´t hesitate in her reaction. Immediately, she opened her mouth and granted his glossa admittance. She whimpered breathlessly as his glossa curled into her mouth, tasting every bit of her until his glossa locked with hers. Instinctively, she lifted her hips and a sultry groan escaped him as their pelvics ground together. Oracle couldn´t help but whimpered again. The way he kissed her swollen lips and ever so slowly started to rub his hips against hers was so errotic, it should have been a sin in her mind. She tightened her grip around his neck and dug her fingers despereately into his audio receptors.
A heavy and lustful groan made its way out of his troath as he felt her fingers digging into his audio receptors. He released one of his hands from her breasts and let it trail up her body to her cheek. Hot pleassure rushed through her systems as his thumb gently stroked over her cheek and he firmly griped the back of her head pulling her deeper and further into their hot kiss. His other hand passed over her stomage and her hips. She whimpered against his lips as she felt his hand sliding over one of her tighs down to her knee. His fingers stroked a few moments over the sensitive area behinde her knee before he grabbed her there and hooked her long leg around his waist, letting his hand pass up and down her tigh.
A half gasp, half whimper escaped her when he suddenly broke the kiss. He hooked one arm beneathe her, pulling her chassis a bit up causing her to arch against his chest again. His lips brushed hers once again before he bend down his head and started to kiss her chest. Oracle moaned and whimpered as raw pleasure shocked up through every vibe of her body when he spread hot and sultry kisses all over her chest. With all her might she tried to hold back her screames, but the heat and bliss that rushed through her entiere body was too much for her to stand.
When his hot mouth trailed down one of her supple breasts and over the tip, she cried out in heady desire and need for his touch, his love. He groaned quietly in pleasure, satisfied by the sultry sound of her voice moaning his name over and over again. As her screames and moanes grew louder and louder, he returned to her lips again, pressing a passionate kiss to her lips and swallowing her moanes, whimpers and screames.
Her arms locked around his neck again, clenching desperately on his audio receptors as the passion and heat builded up more and more between them. Her breathing turned jagged, the hot wetness between her legs started pool more and more and her body tremebled slightly under his featherlike touch. His hands slid from her cheek over her breasts and stomage down to her waist. She shivered beneath him as his hand carressed around her hips.
Hot lust and desire rushed through her, as the tips of his fingers brushed gently over that last piece of armour she was wearing. When his hand traced over her panel again, she thought he would rip it away in the next second. But he didn´t. Instead, his hand kept sliding up and down over her heated panel, while he sucked gently at her bottom lip. His fingers stroked over the catches of her panel, but he never tripped the switch. He waited for her to allow him going that far with maddening patience. He wouldn´t do this, if she didn´t give him the permission.
He lifted his head again and she could feel his hot, laboured breath against her cheek. He looked directly into her optics, taking in the beautiful sight of her. She looked up to him, his eyes shined so intense with passion like nothing she had ever seen before in her entire life. The smoldering heat in his optics seemed to bore through her as he rasped huskily "Trust me...".
She shivered beneath him. The fear came back again and spread though her processor like a wave as cold as ice. She was unsure. She didn´t know what he wanted to do with her... she couldn´t dare... could she? But she didn´t know...
She lifted her gaze up to his again, staring into those crystall blue optics wich were filled with passion and love. They were filled with passion and love for her.
She let the thought pass through her processor. He cared about her, he would never hurt her, would he? He had protected her when the Autobots were against helping her. He had done so much for her. He loved her.
Oracle froze as the thought passed through her mind again.
He loves me.
A strange mixture of strange feeligs rushed through her spark and send a warm wave through her systemes. Oracle closed her eyes when she felt tears rising in her optics. She took in a shaky breath and opened her optics again, meeting his again. "Crosshairs, I..." the hot tears in her eyes rose more and more and fell down over her cheeks before she could stop them. But she faught her tears away, not wanting to ruin this moment with more crying. She swallowed and husked almost so quietly, that he had nearly missed the words "I trust you...".
In the next moment, she felt him kissing her again. Her eyes closed, her arms wrapped themselves around his neck and she surrendered completely to him, giving herself willing to him and his love. She felt how his fingers dug beneath her panel and in the next second, he had removed it. She wanted him more and more, and she was more and more convinced that she loved him with all her spark. Without thinking about it, she lifted her hips, begging for his touch. But she didn´t opened her optics again. She just wanted to focus completely on these blissful feelings that were rushing through her spark.
In the next moment, she fellt his hot lips pressing against her neck again. His hands were holding her hips and gently slid up and down over her tighs. She whimpered needy and lifted her hips again. She didn´t even know what she wanted him to do, but she just wanted that he did it. She wanted his touch, she needed his touch. As his hands still kept sliding over her hips, Oracle lifted her pelvic again and breathed out with a quiet whimper "Crosshairs... ah... please... touch me...".
He lifted his head and looked down at her. Her optics were big and begging and her rosy lips were plump and red with arousal. He smiled at the pleading and breathless expression on her face. Oracle felt how a hot shiver ran down her spine at his seductive smile when he reached down a hand. His hand slid down over her stomage right between her legs. She gasped and arched as his fingers gently touched her valve. His touch was tender and hot like fire as he gently started to let the tips of his fingers stroke the smooth and wet folds of her hot port.
Oracle moaned and tried desperately to catch a breath. Her arms tightened around his neck and he leaned down to her neck again, licking and suckling at the exposed wires. She rocked her hips a bit up again encouraging him to add pressure and press his hand flat against her valve, rubbing her gently with his palm. All the time, he made sure that he wouldn´t go on to fast and that he touched her very carefuly. He felt how her valve became more hot and wet with every further second and he lifted his head again for looking down at her.
Her optics were closed, her lips were parted and her breathing was laboured, interrupted by quiet moans and whimpers from time to time. Heat was glowing at her faceplates as all those blissful emotions rose more and more inside her. He smiled down at the beautiful sight of her and slowly made less contact to her port with his fingers. Oracle whimpered with longing when his hand slid away from her valve and his arms locked tightly around her waist. He looked directly into her optics, making the silent promise that she would never be going to regret this once again before he leaned down and kissed her slowly and lovingly on the lips again.
His hands slid down her waist and griped her hips as he ever so slowly and carefuly pushed into her. A quiet crie escaped her as she felt pain flairing up her neural net, but it wasn´t a discomoforting pain. This pain was... sweet and... lovingly. It sent waves of heat and raw pleasure through her systemes and she wanted more of this.
She shifted and bucked her hips slightly and the pain slowly abbed away until it was only a sweet ache in her lower pelvis region. She moaned loudly and heared him groan in desire and pleasure as he continued to push into her until he was fully inside her. Oracle mewled, arching and shuddering as she felt his first slow, smooth and careful thrust into her.
The passion he was offering to her was too much for her. His touch was gentle, his mouth was hot, his breathing was laboured and his desire was patient. He threatened her with so much passion and love that she doubted, she was worth for it. Oracle shivered lightly when he continued his careful and smooth thrusts, but she could only cry out into his mouth and wrapped her arms and legs more firmly around him, trying to get closer to him like to close was not close enough. Every touch, every kiss send waves of electrifity pleasure through her systems, making her arching against his chassis.
She melted into him, letting him take her, all of her; her body; her sprak; her very soul. It felt like their lips were melting into each other when one of his hands slid up over her stomage and cupped her cheek, deepening the kiss with patient lust and desire. Oracle moaned into his mouth again, completely lost in ravishing pleasure. Arching her back again, she lifted her hips at the same time as he pushed into her, causing them both to moan in unison as he hit that final spot hidden deep inside her. Carefuly, he picked the pace a bit up, thrusting deeper and harder into her and making sure to hit her sweet spot with every thrust.
Her body shivered, her spark salmmed hart in her chest as she lost herself completely into a votex of blissful emotions. When he broke their kiss, she cried out his name and the sultry sound of her voice drew a lustful moan from him again. Every inch of her body sizzeled with pleasure when he returned to her neck again, kissing and sucking on the exposed wires, driving her mad at his sweet and slow toture. Her voice cracked when she cried out again as he caught a wire between his lips and let his glossa curle around it.
Though his thrusts were still gentle and slow, they were hard and orgasmic, getting in deep inside her as she lifted her hips with every thrust he made into her. Oracle arched her back everytime he thrusted into her, desperately trying to get him even deeper inside her and begging for more. She just wanted more of those wonderful feelings, she just wanted more of his love and she just wanted more of him. She needed more of him. There was no way she could ever live without him again.
She opened her optics again and looked up to him. His optics were closed now and complete bliss and ecstasy etched over his handsome features as he steadily bucked his hips into hers. He panted and groaned above her, his breathing getting more and more laboured as they worked towards overload together. Every thrust was faster, harder and deeper. But that still wasn´t enough.
"Oracle..." he moaned lowly and breathlessly as she bucked her hips as hard into his as she could in exactly the same second when he made a hard and deep thrust into her. Oracle closed her optics and let out a pleasured, high pitched moan of satisfaction "Oh, Crosshairs... oh yes...". She bucked her hips up again with the need to hear him moaning her name again. And he did, this time so intense, his voice cracked slightly with desire and need and Oracle couldn´t help but bucked her hips into his as hard as she could everytime he thrusted into her.
Electrical flows crackled dangerously through her systems. Her processor wasn´t able to think clear anymore. It felt like his love for her was so strong, that their souls melted into one another and joined as one. She moaned and whimpered, crying out his name with every ounce of adore and love she held in her spark, tremors of pleasure rushing through every vibe of her body. Her hands clenched, fingers digging desperately into his back, pulling him closer and closer as the mixture of blissful emotions rose until it snapped.
Oracle screamed and arched painfuly as the powerful overload came over her and that loving scream of his name was enough to send him over the edge only a second later. She was screaming his name so loud, she was sure everyone in the base would wake up and hear it. She heared him growl softly and he pressed his face into her collarbone as she whimpered and arched beneath him, riding out the powerful overload. She collabsed down on the berth, shivering lightly as the aftershocks pulsed deliciously through her systems. A long shuddering moan escaped her when her mind slowly came back to the reality.
She just laied there with closed optics, listening to his and her own breathing. It was still hard for her to figure out, what had happened to her just a few moments ago. All those sweet and lovingly feelings... she had never thought, that something like this would ever happen to her. She had never thought, that someone could love her. But it happened. She had found someone who cared for her and who loved her.
When she felt his lips brushing her cheek, she opened her optics again meeting his crystal blue ones. He smiled down at her and in the next moment, he gently rolled them over so she was laying spreaded out over his chassis. His arms locked protectively and possessively around her waist as she snuggeled close against his chassis, her fingers tightened on his chest as their portforms molded into each other. She sighed in peaceful contentment and whispered "Thanks.".
"You´re welcome." he rumbled softly, his lips brushed tenderly over her helm.
Her fingers tightened on his chest. "Crosshairs, I..." she was cut off when hot tears started to rise in her opitics again before she could stop them. She squeezed them shut, trying to surpress her tears again. He opened his optics again and looked down at her. "Oracle, is everything all right?" he asked worried. First she didn´t responsed at his question, but then she took a deep breath and lifted her head for looking into his optics. He could see the tears glittering in her optics. "Oracle, what is wrong?" he asked now even more worried "Please tell me what is wrong. Have I done something wrong? If I did so, I´m so sorry, Magic. I didn´t want to hurt you...". But she just shook her head, tears were running down over her cheeks. "No... no, you´ve done nothing wrong..." she rasped quietly "It´s just... I... I don´t know...". Her voice cracked and she truned her head away, not wanting to look into his optics. "I don´t know how to handle this..." she whispered after a few seconds.
He reached up one hand, cupping her cheek gently and turned her head back in his direction, forcing her to look at him. "I understand." he said softly while he whiped her tears away "It´s new for you and you don´t know what to do with all those emotions. But that´s no reason to cry again. Everyone feels like that in such situations. Love is something very crazy and it can do strange things with your mind.".
She smiled lightly at his words and leaned her head back on his chest again. His hand carressed gently over her head, holding her close. "I´ve never felt so safe in my entire life..." she whispered.
His strong arm tightened tenderly around her waist. "I will never let anyone hurt you again." he murmured and pressed a soft kiss to her lips, spark aching with desperate passions to know that she was finaly his and no one else´s "I promise, I will never leave you. I will fill every broken part of you with love. I will protect you, Magic. I promise...".
She cuddeled up to him as close as possible, comforted by his promises and protected in his strong embrace. She remembered all the things she had wanted to be before she had been send to the Autobots. She had wanted to be the best killer in the ranks of the Decepticons, someone who´s name was already a sin. She wanted to be a nameless demon who showed the weak ones where they belonged and killed everyone who wouldn´t follow her orders, her will. She had wanted to be like Megatron.
Now, she couldn´t understand these thoughts anymore. She couldn´t understand how she had been able to think something like this. How had she really been able to believe in Megatron? In all those lies he had told her? But all those things didn´t matter anymore. She left them all behinde.
Finaly, she had found someone who had been able to open her optics and lightened her way out of the dark. Right before her eyes she had seen how he had brought her spark to life. This ain´t easy, it was not meant to be. But it had happened. And she didn´t regret it.
Every story had its scars, even this one. But not in this moment. Not now.
What they had right now in this moment was beautiful. And she would not allow anything or anyone to wreck it all. This was her little paradies. Finally, she had been brave enough to strip away the walls of lies she had build around herself all those years long. Finaly she was brave enough to break free, to let the past be the past and restart again. As an Autobot. As an new version of her own self. As someone who was brave enough. And she was.
She was brave enough to love him.